An Outspoken Soliloquy of Love
please read this, i wrote this for you.
i’ve been searching for the right words and the right terms,
but my thoughts knotted and tangled
so everything and nothing was being said at once.
.
how could i string vowels and consonants to appease you?
because look,
what a strange being you are.
never knew a storm could looked so much like sunset.
and i want to be with you,
it is as simple and as complicated as that.
a simple
complicated
perfectly flawed mess.
days elapsed,
nights passed,
and the whole world seemed to spin around me in smooth jazz.
.
but perhaps you know,
that for me
love is a daunting kind of fear.
a feeling I’m escaping.
but on nights like this, I wasn’t so sure.
on nights like this,
i’m grateful for so much,
but especially for you.
.
i wish time lingers a long time for you and me.
.
sometimes i feel like my life is unmanageable,
and i would like to share it with you.
.
please read this,
i wrote this for you.